Hello everyone! I'm making one quick update to make a call for help for a fellow Deviant who's going through some really hard times.
I know we all got problems in our lives, but she's trying really hard to get better, and we might be of help for her.

Here's a little bit of what wrote in her Journal:


"Okay, I thought moving to the good side of town would help me with my money issues, but my new job won't give me more hours because I complained about the no-break-8-hour shifts. I said I can't physically stand for 8 hours due to chronic back pain, so they set me up at 4-6 hours a day, but they only schedule me for 3 days a week now... I only got 9 hours for this work week. Can you fucking believe that? We don't even get paid weekly here. It's biweekly.

I spent all my money on bills from my old apartment so I wouldn't have to worry about them, so now I need like, 400 dollars for rent by July 3rd, or else I'll get myself and my roommates evicted.

I'm using this week to seriously get rid of all the previous commissions out of my work status so I can focus on being a steady-working artist online because I cannot trust these jobs to give me a paycheck that will support me anymore. It's getting ridiculous.

There is so much going on in my life right now, I can't even explain. I have panic attack frequently because I can't afford to take my antidepressant medicine anymore. I also don't WANT to take that medicine because it when I'm on it, I lose my creativity and no longer want to draw or make music.
It's becoming a riskier situation as get more stressed out because I think so little of life that the thought of suicide frequently has been popping up into my mind.

I don't want to plan things in my life anymore, I want to do everything pretty much spontaneously. I don't know what I really want to do with my life anymore, but the instant I think of it, I immediately go out and try and do it.

But anyway...



I really need at least 16 commissions in order to have a place to live for next month. I know I haven't finished the other commissions and I always say I will soon. But life interferes too much. IT WON'T THIS WEEK THOUGH SINCE I BARELY WORK. So if I don't get at least 10 commissions done, I give someone permission to punch me in the face.

I have funds coming in from the stuff I'm selling on ebay too.


Quick Commissions

$26.50 USD

One person, waist up AT LEAST with simple background.
All done in creative freedom style because I don't remember how to draw. ;<

10 out of 16 commissions obtained!
I kind of have the 16 commissions, but payment is where??
Remember to pay, please!



I'd really appreciate any help I can get. I never wished my circumstances to be brought upon me, and I'd never wish them upon anyone else.

If you pimp and whore me out, please tell me so I can shower you with love!

If you are someone who has come from MySpace via Dahvie Vanity, Anderson Allure, etc, please tell me so I can personally thank them again!

If you are someone who has been sent here from someone on deviantART, please tell me who so I can personally thank them!



I need all payments via Paypal. This can be with credit card, debit card, paypal, bank transfer, etc. Please note that echecks take a week to clear.
I will also accept cash or money order snail mail payments!

I need money by July 1, 2008! My landlord allows a two day grace period, so that would allow for all Paypal transfers to get into my bank account before anyone tried cashing a hot check of mine. <_<


Please and thanks, again!"